And I though

And I though tonight we be the SO-CALLED best night I ever had since last year - cuz my dad was saying , " how about we go for CHOP later at The Ships ? " my dad to my mum --- and I was like FUCK YEAHHH - huh bitch since last year December i had not even celebrated Xmas and countdown - yeah . Imagine in from of your computer gearing fireworks and peoples posting how they are enjoying their time - and you in your house living in despair --

And I really though it will be a good night , you know - dine , and a "shut-up" and eat session.

But SOME FUCKING REASONS - ON THE WAT BACK - my dad ask about my report card - WHICH IS GOING TO FUCKING BUTT-RAPE ME TO THE CORE - so yeah, NOT GOOD RESULTS GOT FUCKED - WELL NOT REALLY FUCK , BUT SEMI FUCk

Yeah so that's all I guess -- stupid Xmas 2010 yay !!!!

=.= same with last year - but luckily this year is so fucked up that I am numb tirades the word sad and despair -

All I know is FML

AND santa ALL I WISH IS A PEN KNIFE OR AT LEAST SOMETHING THAT CAB MAKE ME LEAVE MY LIFE AND ALSO EASE MY PAIN

Holidays gonna end soon - and I never even step out of my house.....All they say is me wasting time doing nothing and all I do is listening to songs and online - they never think before that if you online everyday and no one gives a fuck about what you are posting and what new songs you've made is NOT FUN AND NOT HAPPY - MOTHERFUgs

So I was chatting with one of friend - and she was asking what I did thus holidays -- sudden flashback of the past Xmas and Countdown experience came to me -- picture this

You're dad is watching Tv and your step mother on the Pc

You are in your room - thinking nothing , doing nothing , just wish to go out -

Suddenly you hear fireworks - and you start thinking why can't I go out and celebrate ?

Why the last time was not like that ? Why all have changed ?, what happened to the word Hang out or Gai Gai ?

This few thoughts have been in my mind until this day

YES , I have to say that in one year I do went out wit my friends - and the number of going out is LOW - compared to normal people

All I have to say is -

I feel very sad seeing how people enjoying their life and hanging out With buddies
And now I am in my house WASTING MY TIME ( thanks parents for saying that ) --

Why say I'm wasting my time ?

1) I cant go out - cuz you don't let
2) I cant even go for sports
3) MY FUCKING HOUSE IS FUCKING EMPTY
4) I AM ALL ALONE IN THIS FUCKING HOUSE
5) playing with iPod - THAT'S THE ONLY MOTHERFUCKING THING I GOT TO KEEP ME ENTERTAINED --- BOOKS ?? FUCK BOOKS I HAD ENOUGH OF BOOKS THIS WHOLE YEAR IT'S TIME FOR SOME REST THIS MONTH AND I WANT TO ENJOY NOT SUFFER FUCKErs !!!!!!!!!


And the not wasting time
1) Following you people going out - to find stuff for our house and I don't really enjoy that - I have to wake up early
2) during the outing period - I might get fucked by you peoples
3) Standing there like a fucking penis while you two are discussing about the stuff with the salesman (Y) thumbs up for dicks


Wow, and I though finding someone special could give me fun and at least something to be happy - but no , she's the one who makes my life worst

Thanks Alot to you all

ALL YOU PRICKS ! , COCKS ! , DICKBAGS ! , ALL YPU FUCKING BASTARDS !

Rotting in my house ,
Adriel

1) following you

Life After The Aftermath

Yea -- well - seems that stuff goes great ! - other than me getting my ass raped at the beginning of the Dec when the bloody bill comes -- just found myself a EXTREMELY OPEN-MINDED FRIEND - guess what ?? She's Easy in communicating - I like her style --

Well - yeah - she texted me back -- I don't really wanna text her anymore - but when manners takes place - well I just have to do it --
Soo I told her about my new PARTNER ( friend ) -- then she replied in a very sarcastic manner ( well to me is sarcastic ) -- yeah -- who cares

Soo I kinda fired up that time - I ranted abit --- I even said sorry ( HEY I FELT PITTY ON HER OKAY ? IM STILL HUMAN NOT A MONSTER ) -- Yeah I even added the word DEAR I'M SORRY -- OMFG -- GOOSEBUMPS HIT ME WHEN AFTER I SENDED IT - I was like WTF DID I JUST DO ?!?! -- she replied a-- another goosebumps hit me -- awww gawdd

Well - if a friend calls you out to walk and she's together with her FRIEND ( BF I think - not sure ) -- and she CALL YOU TO WAALK ALONE OR WATCH A MOVIE WHILE THEY GO AND DO THEIR STUFF ( okay not horny stuff fucking perverts ) - AND YOU STUPIDLY GO WITH THEM -- OHHHH MAIIIII FUUUUCKKKINNNGGGG GGGGGOOOODDD !!!!!!! -- WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU ?!?!?!!! -- IF I WERE YOU - I WILL LEAVE THEM TO ROT ! -- WHY BE SO DUMB AND WALK ALONE ?!?! --- OMGG. !!!!!!!

Please -- YOU KNOW YOU'RE BEING USED !!! -- DOOOOO SOMETING ABOUT IT !!! -- DON'T JUST TELL ME " I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN !!!!!!!! " --- you are OLDER THAN ME -- you are like my senior -- AND YOU WANT ME TO TEACH YOU ABOUT THE BASIC THINGS ? -- MY FRIEND -- IF YOU WOULD TOLD ME THAT " CUZ SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND " I would tell you " SHES NOT EVEN TREATING YOU LIKE HER FRIEND - AND DO YOU THINK YOU ARE HER BESTIE ?" ANSWER IS =,HELL THE MOTHERFUCKING SHIT NO !!!!!!!!!!!!! -- damn - --

OMG - and you told me not to angry ? -- WTF ? -- If I don't care about you - I WONT EVEN GIVE A FUCK ! -- I WOULD NOT EVEN TEXT YOU --- DAMN -- I even told this case about you being used like that to my
Mum cuz she can explain more ( FYI - I DIDN'T MENTION NAMES AND STUFF ) -- MY MUM SAY THIS IS NOT CALLED NAIVE -- IT'S CALLED "SH" ( understand yourself lar the word ) --

I POSTED THIS NOT TO FUCK YOU UP OR HUMILIATE YOU - I WANT YOU TO LEARN AND I CAN'T SAY THAT OUT WHEN WE ARE TALKING -- SO I DECIDED TO POST THIS UP ON BLOG -- and I'm not saying you are dumb - I JUST REALLY WANNA CHANGE - REMEMBET WHAT I've PROMISED YOU ? AND NOW I'M DOING WHAT I'VE PROMISED

I'm sorry if it's hurts you - but sorry thats the ugly truth -I'm so sorry-- even-though now I decided not to TAKE EXTRA CARE ABOUT YOU - BUT I JUST CAN'T SEE THAT MY USED TO LOVE FRIEND BEING USED LIKE THAT --

PLEASE - understand why I do this --

AND PLEASE -- SINCE YOU ALREADY THAT NAIVE -- PLEASE DON'T BE MORE NAIVE THAN NOW -- ITS TIME TO LEARN AND GROW UP MENTALLY -- okay ?

If your friend - I would not even care to post this - it's because I'm more than friend -- but seems like you are not learning anything - I'm sorry - I've said I want to change you - and this is the only way I can think of - after you read this - I know you would angry Towards me --- BUT SACRIFICING MY FRIENDSHIP IS NOTHING - BUT MOST IMPORTANT IS I THINK IS WORTH IT DOING THIS --

I KNOW YOI ARE NEW IN THIS TYPE OF THINGS - but HEY , WE ALL GOTTA LEARN ONE DAY AND LET'S MAKE IT TODAY -

Love ,
Adriel

Stuff Happens Quickly And Deadly Sometimes

Can't believe it Happened - Gawd - After all I did - you can just say that too good ? -

Wow - If I were you I would appreciate this motherfucker and treat him well - but nooooo - u just say that he's too good - WTF ?

If somehow you wanna continue back sorry - that MOTHERFUCKER won't be accepting sorry -- PLEASE THINK PROPERLY WHEN YOU ACT - DON'T BE SOOOOooooooooo - NAIVE

Get that ?

Love ,
Adriel

o0o biatch

Went pc fair - wow  now I realized that Dell is pretty much a very good Laptop manufacturer -- with a reasonable price and also very good specs - 

Was asking about the stuff and all - from one of the workers there - well our conversation was pretty much - should I say -- FRIENDLY ? -- had a very good time talking with him -- he explained to me about the specs and the GOOD and CHEAP lappie --- For a Price of RM2,099 you get a Dell 15R ( 15 inch Screen ) bt the Cons are you dot have window 7 -- you just get a Free DoS ( don't know what the fuck is that -- I think is just an empty Laptop ) -- but they have a lot of freebies and that guy told me if you buy the Lappie today - he can give me the Window 7 ( pirated yeeehaw ) and the drivers ( ATi Radeon HD -- I forgot about the model but it's very good for gaming and also the driver for sound and Wifi -- the sound is amazing !! I'm surprised -- it can sound loud in a Pc fair -- and yes IT'S SRS ( surround sound system ) ^^ -- very good lappie indeed -- for a good price you can get a very good lappie just that you need to install the driver itself 

Well the second Lappie is the small brother of 15 R -- which is the Dell 14R ( 14 inch screen ) -- well pretty much the same as the 15R -- core i3 -- abit better graphics card compared to the 15R and also Same RAM capacity -- with Windows 7 ( genuine ) for a price of Rm 2,399 (( still can be bargain ) 

So I was asking about it --- happily -- tuen I finished the chat -- soo this is the part that FUCK MY WHOLE PC FAIR SESSION TODAY !!!! 

ALL I DO TODAY IS NOT FOR ME -- BUT FOR MY COUSIN SISTER -- SHE'S GONNA EITHER GET A. LAPPIE OR an iPhone4 ( PEOPLE WIH A DECEND FUCKING BRAIN WILL KNOW WHOCH ONE IS MORE IMPORTANT WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A PC NOW -- get what I mean ) - P.S I was willing to help in asking all the stuff -- seriously I am 

Sooo - while I was asking -- THE PERSON WHO SUPPOSE TO BE WITH ME ( my cousin sister or her mum - either one ) -- was away -- in a printer shop -- but I was still Cool with that - 

Sooo-- finish the conversation -- I went to her mum - calling her to go the Dell booth - to explain to her about the laptop that HER DAUGHTER WANTS - SHE'S STAND THERE LIKE A PIECE OF DEAD MATTER -- MORE LIKE A FUCKING WOOD - ( ALL THIS SUMS INTO ONE WORD = BITCH ) - so I was not really that furious that time -- she says " I also see your mum de -- WTF !?? you are the one paying NOT MY MATHERRRR - Biatch ! -- I say my mum also depend on me to see the specs - so didn't reply-- I asked where's her daughter -- she says her daughter with my dad -- so I was finding for her --- can't find --

Then about ten minutes later I managed to call all of them to go to the booth to explain about HER DAUGHTER'S LAPTOP ---  soo the explanation begins 

Later in the middle of the 15R explanation -- I told my mum is cheaper cuz there's no window inside -- my mum as like Huh ?? - " so there's just an empty laptop ? -- I was like yeah that's why it's cheaper -- she replied " then how about the stuff inside ? ( drivers ) -- I say " IF you buy today that guy will giveyou loads of freebies ( laptop accessories and also a 8th pendrivr -- so with the pendrivr he will give u all the drivers and a pirated window 7 -- ( which is cool ) -- later then she says -- I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY GIVE ALL I WANT IS WHEN I TURN ON THE LAPTOP I WANT THE WORD WINDOW 7 TO APPEAR -- DO THEY HAVE IT ?? --- I SAY NOooooohh -- THAT'S WHY ITS CHEAPER ( FYI THE GUY WHO EXPLAINED TO ME ABOUT THR STUFF IS ALSO THE USER OF THIS LAPTOP - hes a gamer and his age is approx -- 17 year old ? ) AND IF YOU BUY TODAY HE WILL GIVE YOU THE DRIVERS AND WINDOW 7 -- SHE SAYS " DO YOU KNOW HOW TO INSTALL ? -- REPLIED ME " yeah just install lar simple as that -- okay from that part I was fucking angry -- I was helping MY COUSIN WITH HER LAPTOP -- SHE AND HER MUM IS NOTHING BUT BITCHES ( I don't really knw how to explain the FUCK-NESS OF THEM ) -- was not really interested --  and now I just got scolded by my mum -- great THX AUNT FOR SCREWING  ME UP - THANKS ALOT muaaaacks - <3 -- no ! SCREW YOU, YOU BITCH-bagged-son of a whore ! ( for my aunt and Her daughter )

WOW - damn I'm really damn angry rite Now ! -- I don't really think I'm jealous cuz she's having her néw lappie but who the fuck cares - no one reads this fuckig blog of mine. 

Go to hell aunt '
Zaognar 

About Rewind 2010

Well the new Fb track seems pretty awesome at the start - but I feel its kinda messed up when I change from Like G6 to the so called 'Japanese ' techno - WHICH IS NOT !!! It's INGGGLISHHH !! INGGGGGLLLIIISSSSSSHHHYYY !!

Haha - well overall I think its kinda better than the previous few - except Back To Groove -- and Underground - - but In this track you can see alot of changes

Well - I've made a fuking list of Pros and Cons for this song - cuz I've been hearingnit for like 60+ times ? Checking errors that's all ^^

Pros :

Well blended mix of remixes from the begging till the middle

Awesome beat (#^.^#) and heavy bass-line ( hahaha yessss )

Awesome back part -- The 'Japanese ' techno

First song where I used really so - called Remix style of mixing the songs

Cons

Fucked up middle song - the part where the song changes From Like a G6 to The Jap techno

Fucked up End part ? Well to me the end part was a little something that i wanna highlight on later in this post >.<

Well - yea this is what I can think of basically .

Why the fuck you songs are all fucked up - while the other Djs song are not fucked up

-well you should ask them do they use their own Pc ?

-are they using VIRTUAL DJ ONLY ? - or are they Using SERATO WHICH IS SO FUCKING BETTER AJD MORE ADVANCE THAN VIRTUAL DJ

- well , I have my own meaning behind all my songs - sooooo yeah- not just dance and get laid right ?


Highlights -

- the song itself is about rewinding ( RELAX ) ourselves -- I've just had my exams and I sitting here now talking about my song and also making song to wish that it ableto lighten you people - * how kind of me ><* -

Well Mr.Zaognar why the FUCKING JAPANESE TECHNO ?? IT SO FUCKING TUINS THE MOOOD !!!

- Well soooooooorrriii ! - I basically wanna highlish on the last two songs -- the Techno part is where the climax is --- not ORGARSM YOU PERV ! fak you big boiiiiiiiiii -- the climax means the part where you seriously get high cuz of the songs - well maybe you don't get high -- Or maybe your speakers fucked up ( I'm so gonna get fucked after this ) - but seriously man -- 159.78 BPM Accompanied with heavy bass-line - Can't get you high ??? ZOMG HTW ( how the fuck ) can GET U HIGH MAN ?? Sex ? Trannies with dicks ?? OMFGGGG - no offense I used Porno elements to make you continue reading this post >.<

Yeah man -- such a high BPM AND BASS can really make you high- well if you are those who listens to Chinese songs all day - well go and watch soap opera or whatever the fuck it is -- or maybe you should consider watching Some Chinese song MV and cry where the part the girl dies or some shit - my type of songs is really solely for those who loves electronic music - DON'T YOU PEOPLES JUST CLICK ON THE SONG JUST BECAUSEYOU FUCKING SEE MY POST BIATCH --- and end up saying WTF IS WITH THE DICK ?? man FYL -- get a fucking course in remixing dickbag - lame

Well pretty much my songs are really or those who loves NON-Vocal -- or maybe mash-up mix -- dubsteps perhaps ?

Lastly - after a few minutes in touching my iPod - I'm kinda bored - just wanna end It here - Rewind is not good enough ? Okay -- next one will be better and the next one - and the next one

- I've done my best and I've had no regrets -
- William Hunk - // lolll WTF ??

Cheers ,
Zaognar ^^

Llo

What's up !! Holidays !!! -- DJ Zaognar gonna be back and this time with much more ether tracks !

Yup - you heard me - you've seen me - you've listen to my previous songs -- I'm kinda disappointed on the previous few -- well , time changes and I changes to both the good and bad side --

This end year - I'm gonna try my best in producing the album that I've been mentioning since the beggining of this year itself

Nohh it's not Paranoid -- I'm changing it to Energy 2010 -- haha yeah - cuz Paranoid seems kinda weird- plus vie had mo idea on the album cover dragon - pity me -- learning how to use Adobe Photoshop now =.= --

Anyways - that's all for this blog update - and I'm gonna get ass fucked of my results for the end year is still shit --


-Zaognar-

Thailand - madness

Back form Hadyai -- ( YESS !! thanks gawd ) -- the bus to there was nice -- well , overall everything was good
But the only thing I wanna rant about today is - my parents ( as always ) kinda bitchy at times , which kinda make the trip alittle fucked up

1) my dad's friend was explaining to his GF about Vespa ( the mo- ped ) about the design and stuff -- then I asked about how the thing changes it's gear and stuff -- like where's the clutch -- then my dad's friend explain -- all of a sudden my dad ranted -- DON'T YOU EVER THINK OF RIDING MOTOCYCLE --DON'T YOU EVER THINK OF IT

I was like (O_O) - wth did I do ??? -- then I say I'M JUZ ASKING --
Lucky his friend supported me by saying HE'S ASKING ONLY LAR ON HOW TO CHANGE THE GEAR --- then I told my dad's friend THAT'S WHY I DON'T TALK MUCH WHEN I'M WITH THEM --my mum looked back with the face ( *｀ω´)

Well this is just one of it -- and I need to return my Ipodtouch after exam on each weekdays - =.= -- I can't even stand a chance to suft the net -- I come back from school -- my parents room is locked and the router is turned of -- I can't use the net - no wifi --- =.= and I can only use it after my mum comes back from work ( abt 5.00+)
-- and the only 24 internet is on Sat and Sun -- but I'm forced to follow my parents out to do their stuff -- damn i can't even live a normal teenage life -- those who are reading this YOU SHOULD BE HAPPY OF YOUR LIFE NOW -- knowing that there is a guy who can't go out orbit least stay at home in the morning and afternoon during weekends - and what's worst ? No Computer ---- and sometimes - my mum asked me whether DO I WANNA GO PUT WITH HER ?? -- I ANSWERED IF I HAD A CHOICE I SAY NO -- SHE REPLIED -- SEE YOU ALWAYS CARE FOR YOURSELF -- YOU DON'T CARE FOR OTHER PEOPLE -- I WAS JUST TESTING YOU // I WAS LIKE =.=o0o -- dude -- IF I GOT A CHOICE THEN I SAY NO ! -- SINCE YOU WANT ME TO GO OUT WITH YOU -- WHY BOTHER ASKING ?!?!!! -- damn -- zadaoooooooooooooo SOAB

Thailand - madness

I think I just got fucked -- (O_O)

Yeass - well was staying back at school to have an *interview* ehhem -- for my interact club ( I juz need yo fill in my name - teeeheee ) -- then head to library to have sessions on drawing ( yea DRAWING ) -- well the drawing didn't turned out good and all - plus I feel so fucking odd -- all people busy minding their Nilam stuff and I'm there teaching how to draw , while the person whom I teach is not even looking at the paper and doing Nilam -- damn - feel so fucking shame --

But nevermind -note to self - conduct sessions on seeing OTHER PEOPLE FREE TIME - if not you will be fucked --

Can't believe I drew the dictionary with the --- uhhhh - should I say the metal piece that you put on the end and front of your book collection to not let it fall ?? - ( shame again - I don't know what that METAL THING call )

Tomorrow I'm gonna be twice fucked cause this session shit gonna go around on my form - ( just like the badminton with Coco ) -- uhh fucking boy school -- SOAB !!

Anyways -- OMG OMG --- album cover !!!! rawkss -- just need to get ma colour for the flame !!!

Heelllll yeah !!!

Not worth

Well , it's been very long that I've been attending classes in my tuition centers and as time increases - conflicts and some hatred do increase as.I have seen what are the lies behind the curtain of truth -- yeappp --

I really used to enjoy the people there - but now - I don't think that the feeling is there anymore -- everything had changed

Their mission have changed all towards to one target - the green piece of shit ! - well I don't blame them - I still respect them - but for some reasons - the feeling is gone

But still - it's still a place that is different from the other centers

Sorry , it might be my last year there - most probably - it is my last year there - I won't forget the experience I've had when I first step into the place -

See you next time Aeb

PsyTrance hit me for the first time in my life --

Brief explanation on PsyTrance ( Psychedelic Trance ) --

* actually I've explained abt this on my previous post ( it's quite long ago ) -- okae

PsyTrance or psychedelic ( but it's more know as psy )

- consist of ( okae all this are original explanation no copy pasta )

- psytrance ( obviously ) -- yup , the meaning behind these words are alternating ones Senses and allow them to go to the state of Trance A.K.A HIGH for drug addicts
Okae - the details on the properties of the song --

Imagine you are traveling space or whatsoever in the speed of light-- yes once you get high on that song you will feel it ( I've had - and it's pretty hard to experience psychedelic stuff hitting your brains ) the song is very fast paced ( normally around 134 - 145 ( this is for normal types ) since psytrance is more famous in Israel the songs there are very genuine and genuine means faster - and more complex bass-line and also their Melody are very ISRAEL like and also some also sound abit like Hindi music - ROFL

So here's the BPM AND THE BACKGROUND OF PSYTRANCE --

Here's the way they make psytrance

Normally music focuses on the melodies -- but Psytrance basically focuses on the BASS-LINE ( u can try search for Indra- voice * I think that's the title * in YouTube ) because Bass-Line in psytrance is very different ( if you really put your heart into enjoying this music ) with other electronic music and also other whatsoever genre -- the bass basically are the ones who make you high and bring you to the OTHER WORLD ( which means your flying in heaven out of earth out of the GALAXY !!! your the best BETTER THAN GOD !!!!!!! ) -- so that concludes this

Okae above is psytrance ONLY

NOW- Dark Psytrance ( yup DARK = EVIL - HORROR TYPE OF PSYTRANCE

Imma nt joking --

Extreamely fast NORMALLY ( the ones I heard ) their BPM ARE MORE THAN 145 - so HELL yeah !! TRAVELLING AROUND EARTH IN THE SPEED OF LIGHT ) - so it's damn bloody fast

Evil feel of the song - yea dark trance sounds wrong - it's sounds evil -- like it's a corrupted music and stuff -- ( dark Nebula - pheromone in YouTube )

Bass-Line - more complicated -- and high pitched bass ( imagine games like INVADERS )

FULL-ON Psytrance -- full-ON means give it your best shot DJ !!!!!!

More HIGH when u listen to the song -- louder bass -- better Melodies
BPM = 134-146

So that's concludes all te stuff I wanna say -

Don't understand what imma saying ?? - I don't care

Neahh - I care ^^

For more info - Google is your fren and YouTube is the place to find some good songs

Songs ( here's less than a few that I can give ) hehe

Talamasca- Spiritual Renewal
Infected Mushroom - Heavyweight
Infected Mushroom - Becoming Insane
Skazi - I wish
Liquid soul - global illumination
Insomnia - 24/7

That's all but there is still loads of it

Forward trance and MOS

Typos go away !!

No typos gonna be there -- imma lazy to edit it - sry bout that --- my iPod kinda shits in writing --- damn touch screen dam small

Money ??

Money ?? MONEY ?? FUCK MOney ! -- FUCK IT'S FOUNDER -- FUCK THE WORD MONEY -- FUCK WHAT I MONWY DO TO HUMANS -

Money changes people's attitude -- changes the way they act -- CHANGES THE WAY A PERSON'S Feeling toward thenother party

Money is like poison - ONCE taken - you can't stop loving it -- U want as much as possible - and including Selling your family - your PRIDE ! -- why sell of your soul for the fuckinf piece of worthless colored paper -- where is held by more than a million of people ! -- PEOLPLE KILL FOR A PIECE OF PAPER

FUCK MONEY AND EVERYTHING THAT HAD TO DO WITH MONEY !

Money ??

Raya Holidays

Well I thought that this two weeks gonna be working with my dad -- but turns out to be something more Shitty --- Staying at home and can't. Go out --- Wow -- I've tired to organize an event where Students from different places meet each other -- but FAILED -- cuz some people who is going out with my Girl's friends - without even inviting or at least telling ( nt being xiao chi here ) --- but I don't give a fuck in all these --- the stuff that imma gonna fuck about is -- WHY EVERYONE CAN'T GO OUT ?! ---parents being all a bit nowadays -- I juz wanna go for a movie during this weeks time -- but permission asked but results still pending -- but instead -- i got fucked one whole muthafucking run and then no answer whether CAN or CANNOT go,for a movie - and one reason apart fro asking my studies when I ask them about whether can I go out -- is they say WHY XANT YOU USE TE MONEY TO EAT INSTEAD ON WASTING IN MOVIE ?? -- WTF !!!! I've not. A person who go our much -- plus I hate going out to walk or window shopping --- WTF ! --- is it too much on the stuff that I asked for ??


If one day I am unable to tolerate this shit -- I think I might either suicide or kill them ! ---- I think. Imma going to go crazy

Sometimes

Sometimes people looked mature and as if their brains are well developed -- but NO ---- they are very childish in terms of thinking and also understanding of people and situations -- yes ! This goes to adults too.

People especially girls -- ( no offense to gals yea ) --- but some boys are also kinda like this also --- these type of PEOPLE as known as ( I call it in my own language )

CFUP ( stupidly fucked up peoples ) --- yup SFUP

An example of a scenario --- a girls accidentally drops a guys phone -- but when the girl or G took the boy or B ( I am tried of typing so from nw on it's G and B for female and male ) smacked ( I don't know it's purposely or accidental ) the phone ( 1.7 k phone ) drop on the floor -- no MAJOR DAMAGES only a slight scratch on the sides and also a screen problem -- ( repair price 200 ) but after that till now the B don't still angry with the G -- I am nt saying that the B can't be angry toward the G -- hey even me will be angry okay -- but TILL NOW THE B STILL MAD AT THE G --- what I am trying today after typing all these worthless words is IT'S THERE A NEED TO DESTROY ONES FRIENDSHIP BECAUSE OF ONE FUCKING PHONE ?? Is it WORTH ???

Scenario two -- cut short - me and my frens decided to drink ( cuz one of them brought me a DRINK. For my birthday -- ) so we discussed where to DRINK IT -- then a gal fren of mine came --- we dot wanna let her know -- in cAse she say it to others -- so we talked a language that is foreign to her --- she gt pissed off by the end --

Soo cut more short -- I 've said sorry to her and she still wanna angry -- I've said u gotta understand at THAT DAY/ SITUATION IS A SCRET --- she still mad at me

Therefore --- it's quite stupid -- a teen actin like a fuckjng child --- and if you my fren who is mad at me somehow manage to view my blog I juz wanna say to you DO YOU THINK THAT I WILL FUCKING CARE IF U FUCKINGLY MAD AT Me ?? GET A LIFE I'VE SAID SRY and I asked IS THERE Anyhing that I can do to make u happy instead of wearing a wig and running naked -- u say DO YOU THINK I WILL FUCKING LAUGH AT THAT ?!!?! FUCK YOU ! I DIDT EVEN STARTED SAYING VULGAR TO YOU -- since you wanna be ANGRY --- FINE -- FIND SOMEONE ELSE TO DO YOUR FUCKING SONG

If

If life weren't that bad
If you weren't that sad
If I weren't that mad
I guess we will be lovers

If you would learn for your mistakes
If I would wiling to put my life at stake
I would rather be turned into a steak
If you would be happy on what I have state

If you are not my disaster
You would have been my guide
On a journey called " Life"
You could be my master

If puppy love is not a matter
Causing problems in our life
You would have been happier
And I would have lived longer

If life weren't that unfair
I would have triumphed and he would have lost

And thee might also belongs to me

By : LYM

Thou Love , I Shall Keep

I will , as always be with you at all times

Either in summer or in cold winter

I swear , I swear I will bring thee to see the stars

That day , we'll be together forever

Diamonds in the dark sky light up heaven

Thou angelic voice , bring peace to my soul

Your eyes , illuminates the ocean

Getting your love is my ultimate goal

By chance , you may see that my life is sad

But since I met you your wings covered me

I felt , the evil within me lifted

A new soul is born , the old out of scene

Eventhough you are not living on Earth

But no matter how THOU LOVE , I SHALL KEEP

By : LYM

Why ??

Why do I feel that celebrating birthday with friends is better than with family ---- eventhough we juz celebrate at a mamak stall and parents celebrate at a fancy pub restaurant ---- why ???? There is sure a problem that occur that cause me to feel like this why ????

This feeling I can't even write it on sonnets or shits ---

Why ??

Am I Getting Worst ? Or Am I Getting Better In Thinking ?

I felt that the older I grow the more I feel that parents are kinda bossy --- i juz gonna say it out I don't give a damn whether u are looking at my blog or not -- I can't tolerate anymore --

I know that you guys wanna me to be good but now I feel that people takes advantage if the person respects them --- I feel that you people is kinda mindless -- You wanna Dump me ? So be it --- I guess --- arghh why can't I write it on my blog -- tell you what Fuck this -- fucking ahit life of mine -- it's always true -- DON'T REMIND YOURSELF THAT YOUR BEST YEARS ARE ALL GONE --- living life my way is always my way ---- damn can't believe that parents will say that to their child --- damn --------

Bloody hll The Gods like to fuck around with me -- when I can find someone to share my stuffs with it later turnout that either she is not onlining or juz can't be together due to age --- WHT THE FUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

People who doesn't look good always had a problem in making both friends and also relationships --- no matter what books you read or what fucking genes you got still it's useless --

Ask a girl whether she wanna be or go out with , a boy who is good looking or moderate looking --- the answer is obvious -- If you don't know GO FUCK YOURSLEF AND GET ASS RAPED BY FLYING COCKS

Arghh Shit The Feeling Is Back Again -- Danger Danger Evacuate the body !!!

Damn After My birthday I think I fell for her again -- Jesus christ -- trying to pull myself together --- don't fall don't fall !!!! Arggghgg muthafukka !!!

Wootz I sew a " cute " lil bag for the pen ( with my engraved name on it ) so I would protect it * obviously * damnnnn my sewing skill rocks !!!! Learn myself niaaaa --

I juz found out that the pen is quite expensive ( for a pen without comparing to other stuffs) and I will care for it with my heart ---

Once again thank you My Big Sister --- muuuuuuuuuaaaaacckks luv ya ! ^3^

The background of The Gift

Been thinking about an idea on how to write a sonnet -- and after I've received The Gift from one of my friend-- I gt the idea on how to start and end a poem of appreciation --- I really love the present from her -- it's a pen with my name engraved on it -- which is like Shula cool -- thx Hui Ying -- hahas ----- OHH MAA GOSHH --- baby letme lluv u down --- there's so many ways to luv ya =D lols joke (^o^)

I've done a few pics abt the poem __ let's make this a start of a new way for me to show the feel- meaning - and the mood of the poem that I am writing ----!

The Gift basically about q person receiving a gift from a friend whom he knew not long -- but she treated him good and the male also willing to share his feelings towards the female ---- this poem is nt about love but about the truth --- if a person give you a precious item -- you will Automstically protect it and each time u hole / touch/ see it you will remember her --

That's about all

The Gift ( Sonnet )

 
 
Although We Knew Each Other For A While                         
But We Seemed To Be More That Just Friends
You Will Always Be There When Things Go Wrong
Your Inner Beauty Can't Compare To Arts
 
Since That Time When We've Discuss About It
I Felt That Something Had Lifted From Me
Before This I Used To Have Feel Of Quiant
But Now I Feel Things Aren't The Same
 
The Gift From You Is Special And Priceless
I Will Try My Best Taking Care Of It
I Looked At The Gift With Pure Happiness
I've Never Ever Had This In My Thought
 
This Is Truly A Great Gift From You
YOU'LL BE IN MY MIND WHEN I'M HOLDING IT <3

By : LYM

I really love to be a Turntablist

Yea turntablelism yeaaaaa I really love it -- back to groove is out ( on mixcrate.com search. Dj-zaognar ----ohh yeaaaa thx you Dj- Prince muacchkkss love ur mixes -- my new genre Dubstep -- gonna mix a new song not long from nw check it out you



Zaognar out !!!

Sonny 18 ( White Winter )

Sonnet 18 ( White winter )

Shall I compare thee to a white winter,
Where snowflakes come falling down from the sky,
The snow do cover the animal's lair,
And winter's time moves quick, soon pass away.

When the time has come, you will soon fade away,
Melt by by the eye of heaven shining bright,
Your natural beauty will go away,
Like a firefly who lost its bright light.

But your winter shall not fade in my mind,
Nor lose possessions of your strong beauty,
You will be there when I am deaf and blind,
And we will stand together be mighty.

As long as men can live, or hearts can beat,
You will forever standing in my heart.

Done by LYM. :)

* its original work nt copy pasta*
Sonnet = 14 lines...syllable is 10 each line..... in malay RIMA AKHIR ABAB CDCD EFEF GH

Can I , Can You ( Sonnet Format )

Can I , be your close friend or more that that ?
Can you , aprreciate our friendship
Can I , have you as my bright guiding light
Can you , be right beside me when I sleep

Should I , accompany you when you dance
Should you , share with me your problems and pain
Should I , be with you when you are alone
Should you , make me happy when I am down

Can I hold your hands while we are walking
Can You , cherish the time when we are here
Can I , kiss your lips when we are standing
May you , enjoy this particular time

For we are always apart , far away
But , I will be there when you need me most

By : LYM

All of a sudden

Wow damn, this year seems so fun excluding exams, for the first time In my miserable life I helped s teacher in all things , I was told to my parents that. I've help a lot in my schools carnival day , for the first time I manage to do something that a teacher likes it... Ad that'd the Water Tank video on facebook.. Shahs LMAO

Could it be you ??

It was great that. I've met your mom...she's rather friendly that what use expected...ohh yea thx for your honey....was really having a great time >>> guess me myself misunderstands that you are always grounded by your parents>>>but turn out to be that they ate really caring for you>>> I should gave taken the chance that daycare>>> I feel so miss-out >>> hahah well gotta wait fr next time I guess

It's been a long time -

Yup it's really been a long time since I last updated my blog __ >> was all packed with workand stuff >> yup and once again I feel the regret in choosing science stream >> well who cares about my shit ~~ peoples juz ti busy caring about their own shit.....since i left my blog a lot of stuffs happened £>>> I've made good friends and most of all enemies >> well the conflict between me and her finally over * thx god* and now all stuffs seems to be going well >>> I've liked someone who is older than me >> as always >> well at least this proved that I am a straight guy >>> she is he type that loves book much and I found her good because se could be encouraging me to study than play games >>> I don't care if our time together is little all I care is your results ad also my performance...she is friendly, loves to share an most importand FRiENDLY and understanding

juz feel it

[Intro - Spoken]
Yo, I can't sing it
I feel like singin'
I wanna fuckin' sing
Cuz I'm happy
Yeah, I'm happy
Ha Ha
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out

[Verse 1 - Sung]
Some days I sit, starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes I think theres nothin' to live for
I almost break down and cry

Somtimes I think I'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am I here, am I just wasting my time?

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

[Chorus]
Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me

[Verse 2 - Sung]
My baby girl [Hailie laughs] keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, cuz they don't understand me
They just don't see my real side

I act like shit don't phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

[Chorus]

[Verse 3 - Rapped]
Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her
God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't abort
Now you probly get this picture from my public persona
That I'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul,
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up,
Or try to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin'hell
But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that I've wasted are nothing to the tears that I've tasted
So here's what I'm facin':
3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to peoples backs, bent over backwards for this woman
Man, I shoulda seen it comin', why'd I stick my penis up in?
Woulda ripped the pre-nup up if I'd seen what she was fuckin'
But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie
So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
It's like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted

Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz my baby know's that her daddy's a soldier
Nothin' can take her from me

[Outro - Spoken]
Woo!
I told you I can't sing.
Oh well, I tried
Hailie, 'member when I said
If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there?
Well guess what?
Daddy's here.
And I ain't goin'nowhere baby
I love you! (kiss)

WOAH !!!!

Wow~~a sudden feeling of release and happiness in me !!!! all of a sudden~~damn it's been a long time my fren LONG LONG TIME ~~ that I ever felt this free

I know it ~~ and I ain't sad !!

yup~~sister told me ~~~ ain sad~~~AIN SAD !!!!!!!!! YEA !!!!
Well~~ my assumtion and prediction is rite~~
Should have been a feng sui master XDD !

I think Its Time

For Us to seperate and think over what You've done ~~~ and also to give us time to rest In peace~~~cause you not gonna talk~~nor do I wanna ~~~ eventhough i still remember ya

I can't breath

I really don't know how to confess~~~seriously i don't know how to tell or message~~damn tough~~~Christ sake!!!
Exam First~~~~these stuff laterz~~~
Sure got Chance de !!!
muz have faith like what God said

Where is your Faith !!!!!!

wanna tell ~~ but don't have the gutzz

DAMN !!! diversity smashed me !!!! damnnn !!! how can i find a way to tell you that I ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``````````````````````````````````````~~~~~~~~ohh well time i guess

Today I can Write

Where I can see the sweet smile on your face
Or the Insane laughter that you’ve make every time
A joke is cracked
I really missed the times~~

Am I really a Pretender!
A Player!
A Kin of Satan itself!
A heartbreaker!
Or I am still myself?

All the things that I’ve done is because I wanted to
Prove myself worthy
But now all the efforts wasted
DOWN TO THE DRAIN FOOLS !

Finally after days of struggling
I’ve finally know the core of the problem

It was after all the message that I’ve send
It was all sums to one word
Misunderstanding

Now Its time for the both of us
OR ME
To repair the damage that was made between us
It’s okay if you want to hate me
But finally I am free from the spell!

And you are my favorite color
That able to finish my picture
There is no embarrassment and
You are not too sensitive


Vous êtes ma couleur! Je t'aime vraiment
~ ~ ~ Dieu vous bénis

By Monkeyfest

People Who Teaches Their Children Should FIRST TEACH THEIR OWN

Like my Mother Always say DON't USE YOUR EMOTIONS TO BE A HUMAN~~~WELL~~YEA I CAN't DO IT!! IT's HARD~~~imagine this~~~seeing your Ipod being crushed by a hammer and still be happy about it ??~~~if you are happy then ~ You are a person who posses shit loads of money in your bank~~

Okay
So MY mum was scolded by my dad~~for your business problem~and to cut it short she scolded me cuz she was in a bad mood~~~so i was once again scolded by my mum for nothing!

SCREW YOU KAW CHEE FEI !!!!!

YOU PIECE OF Deformed freak of nature ~ ~ YOu shouted at me~~~ on the public for NOTHING !!! I was juz ASKING YOU WHETHER ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ME! FUCKING SON OF SATAN ! !! FUCK YOU !!!! FUUUUCCK YOU~~~NOT MY FREN ANYMORE PIECE OF SHIT !

Darkness hide ~~ Light rises

Yup~~~Darkness hides when the sun rises from its rest~~~and to be honest I am always the DARK SIDE guy~~~ never before be the Guy who stands with a Halo on its head and bright white wings on its back~~

I might not be smart or good-looking but for sure I can treat you well~~~~~~ SERIOUSLY NO IDEA !!!

Peom from nowhere

Friends are like colour pencils
They colour our lives
I may not be your favourite COLOUR
but I Hope That you can use me
Somewhere To Finish your picture

I could wish the colour that you seek
Is me for I am the best there is
I might not be as sharp or as good like the others
But I can ensure you that I can serve you better and more loyal
Than the others

I will be here forever,
Waiting for you,
Helping you,
You can share your sorrow with me
For I've crossed my heart not to tell anyone
Eventhough I am forced to

As you can see
The Scars on my arm
Marks My sorrows within me
For I with the Old Colour Are Fading away
And I am forced to Find a New colour to enrich my life

Eventhough you may want to be with the others
But I will be there when you need me

Couleurs sont belles
L'image sera annulée sans vous

By Monkeyfest/Zaognar

S*I*N*G*L*E

ROFL~~~yea~~~due to some sort of problem thats THE MIGHTY ONES SMITE UPON MY PITTY SOUL~~~SEPERATED FROM KL TO SINGAPORE!!!! DAMN!!!!! ARGHH!!!

So sorry

Apologise to Duckie/Yadan for my harsh words~~~just wish not to do it again and not to express my Emotion to my friends eventhought I am pissed~~so sorry

LOL~~~Perasanan

YEa``so damn bloody glad that I was not in my school's Civic Camp~~for a few reasons

1) I get to enjoy myself during the weekends
2) no mossie bites
3) no gay orgy gangbangs ( life saved )
4) did'nt not involve in the Gang bangin case~~~THX DAVID CHIN...A.K.A DAIBI CHIN

Yea~~first and foremost let me describe about our lovely.........NOT!! David Chin here He is well in physical build~means he is tough for someone who loves books that much that he even sleeps with it~~and also he dont WORK OUT~~~secondly, He loves other peoples attention toward him~~he thinks that talking to a girl is COOL =.=....YEA COOL~~~~and people even call him Drug Snail~~cuz of his popping-out eyes and also his panda eyes~~~LOL ~~~

Yea so,during the Civic Camp as usual~Gangbangin ( GB ) wil surely happen and the unlucky ones will suffer,striped, and humilited~~~but our dear David here THINKS that he will be GB-fied and he is shaking in fear>....LOL for a person who is tall and tough why do I have to be afraid ???//// no balls

So he called his dad~~~and his dad told out teacher and get out ass kicked~~~

let me DRAMATIZE waht he told his beloved dad

D = david
F = his dad


D = DAD!!!! I am gonna get my ass-raped by boys in my camp...please come and get me and shaft encyclopedias from A-Z into my hole ( shaking as if he got Parkinson shit)

F = WTF???? No one gonna Ass-raped my son....Wait for me son

D = Okae dad~~~please come quickly~~they are coming for me~~~~!!!!!

F = Patience son~remember waht i told you~~We are the GEEK family~~~only books no fights

D = okae dad~~~(praying to GOD as if the MIGHTY ones gonna help him)

No one understands this little strange kid

Yea~~ Strange kid on this wicked world
No one to hold on to
No one to speak to
No one to love
No one to trust
No one to like
No one to admire
No one to give GOOD ADVICE
No one to be friends with
No one to share stuffs with
No one to play with

Yea~ People getting good stuffs~~~ While I am here eating dust mites
People having great life ~~ while I am in hell
People having great friends ~~ While I am having my shadow as a companion
People having great families ~~ While I am having cruel fams
People having Fun ~~ while I am suffocating

FUCK MY LIFE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

What The Hell !! ??

Yea~~I thought that life in form four is easy...But,soon I found out that IT WAS LIKE HELL~~~~~~yea...Mumbling happening every time....arguements.....What the HELL!!!!!!! I wish I was not born~~Well yea....no use blaming my so-called creator....well who cares...I am the one suffering and you guys just view my blog.....lucky for you!.........HAizZ!!!!!!!!!!!! why parents don't understand form four life~~~ Try studying add-maths and physics lar.....DIU!!!!!!!!!! 7 sienz lar.....I should'nt have get high marks during form 3.....now they are saying..WHY AM I DOING BAD IN EXAMS.....WEll ASK THE CREATOR OF THE EXTREAMELY HARD MATHS!!! MORON~~~~really trying to express my feelings here~~~but I got People who are watching over me...and I am really controlling my vulgar. They Don't even't understand me~~no one will ever understand ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~~~~~all about money~~~~WHY THE FUCK!!! AM I BORNED.....WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!>>>???????? REALLY WISH I COULD DIE IN A non-painful death.

Not Any Ordinary Tuition Centre----AEB

Yep..Thats my title...Not Any Ordinary Tuition centre....Well,yea they care about you everytime>>>well i gotta agree sometimes its the personal stuffs that they care of>but hey,this is life..the good part and of course not any tuition centres have it is GREAT AND WILLING TO HELP TUTORS...( THX TO MY BELOVED TEACHER YENG NEE...OUR LAUGH-KING ABANG WAI HENG..AND OUR CARING MADAM ONG)>>>trust me,once you joined AEB....you will create a Bond ( much like in the movie AVATAR )..but not bonding with the trees and stuffs...but the friendship-bond...people will intend to help you..expecially the teachers...and yes I think I have created THE BOND between them...well if I don't...at least I feel I am BONDED......Well It is really the first time that I see that tuition centres have Facebook groups and stuffs...I don't think Kasturi have it or Martin.....And the people here a well...should I say..able to control themselves..quite well>>And they are friendly too...once you add them in your Facebooks...there will be no secrets...trust me on that!

A!@#E!@#!@B ROCKS

My Dance Moves~~~Tecktonik & Popping~~~

Woah~~~Once I say I am having problem with my Leg moves~~now I can do it~~~but not that good~~~But Who Cares.....YEAH!!!!....Teckto rockss...

Seriously A very big improvement....I just feel that dancing is a very good hobby...Wish I can find someone who is greater than me...or someone who I teach XD....

But I am having problem learning the PRO-Moves....and also the Right song for my dance~~~~Electro abit too fast....HUHUHU!!!!!!!!

Tecktonik ROCKSS!!!!!!!

Broke My Family's Record~~

Yes....I broke my family's record....I scored 60 for Biology....72 for Modern Maths...and 8 for Add Maths....Yup you will be thinking WTF is wrong with this guy..8 marks??? He's gotta be damn dumb...and yes I am Dumb...Then stop looking at my post and go get a life you Fag......

Back to story

Yup...broke the record.....I think my family members never had a 8 mark for exmas before...I juz broke my family record in my Family's history record....

Still trying to Cope with Pn.Khaw..Super Fast Teacher.

I will be here (lyrics) remixed by DJ-Zaognar (thats me!!) ROFL

I will be here--originated form Wolfgang Gartner *Melody electro*..remixed by Dj-Zaognar *Trance and House...newbie*

I will be here *electro house* *toothing Matter-2010 album*

I will be here ( I will be here) x 2

I don't know what went wrong

If I did...Would it matter cause..

It just wasn't enough

You know when the moment comes

To be strong..Show Resistant

And thats why we'r let to live

*chorus*

When the big world falls appart

And You think that the feeling will linger you

You need somewhere to start

I will be here

And than the hour seems to fall appart

You can't breath

And dont't know what you're thinking

You need somewhere to start

I will be here

*Electro comes in for about two minutes*

*verse one*

Guess the things didn't work out

I will soon disappear

Will be miles away

Away from here

Eventhough life's not that pretty

It will soon disappear

Will be miles away

Away from here

*Chorus* x1

Oh..Oh..Oh..Ohh

I will be here ( I will be here)x4

*electro again till finish about four minutes*

I will be here ( remixed) by Dj-Zaognar

Thx my fellow companions

Need to do three songs for April

Think I'm gonna make House Music.................OHHH I Don't like HOUSE!!!! SHIT!!!!! need Lenny's help

Here's a few words from my song (before i edit and mix it)

*Chorus*
The cities beautiful
On the early morning day
I can see the sun rise
Where I sat today

Now I am on top of a hill
Standing there all day
looking at the potrait of you and I *repeat dim sound*(Potrait of you and I)

*Chorus*

When we were together....can we not last forever?
Time will past....but our love will....last till the END!!!
Till the END!!!!!!!!

*techno starts here*

Okay...here is the quarter of the song

REALLY NEED SOME COMMENTS~~~I feel that i miss something~~TQ TQ

Representing!!! DJ-Zaognar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YES~~~Thx Lord~I manage to get myself into Ministry Of Sound~Therefore..From today Onwards I am a DJ (lol juz a Small Timer..not a biggie)...YEA wish i can excel in this section!

Ministry Of Sound

Woah...since Form Four is so hard ( for ME ONLY)..i think IF..juz IF i can't cope with form 4 or form 5...I think I will study Musics ( and NO...not those people who plays Musical Instruments like Trumpets,Drums and things like that...I Love Unique stuffs....So I want to be a DJ)..I really love being a DJ.u can make your own songs...without getting out of your house or..like making a lot of noise when you are playing and your DAMN shitty neighbours start yelling at you as if you are a Dog on Ecstasy.

If I manage to master the skills of being a DJ...I will eventually join THE MINISTRY OF SOUND ( never heard of it...Google it then...M'sia they have a Club in Sunway...Euphoria by Ministry Of Sound...)well..i really wish i can Cope with my Studies...but Dj-ing is my Second,sort of like second Occupation..other than Biotechnologist.

Well,eventually my First song is out and with the help of two Djs..I manage to make the song with the lenght of 1hour plus...XD...many have tested it,overall 7/10 ratings.

Bye for now..exam next weekkk!!!

Love Poem

It's funny how things work
Between you and me
Although we quarrel
But we are still lovers

Spending time with you
It's like heaven on earth
I really wish time could stand still
When we are together

Your voice is like
Melodies from heaven
Healing my pain from within
Taking my sadness,sorrows and fear away
Leaving only happiness and joy

Your eyes are bright blue
It makes me dream
Looking at it
Calms one's heart

Your hair so smooth
When I touch it
It's like touching silk
Your Blonde hair
Forever the best

My love towards you
Is undescribable
No one can seperate you and I
Only death can
Thus, Death to us part

by: Monkeyfest ( LYM)

Haiz....Parents Nowadays Should Get parenting Class....agree>>>??

I absolutely agree..with this....parents in Malaysia should get Parenting Class...They don't know about Kids nowadays..on how they THINK,FEEL and also SOCIALIZE...They always Stick to the OLD METHOD OF PARENTING...THEY LIKE ALWAYS CHANGE THEIR MIND AFTER THEY ALREADY MAKE A CHOICE....I REALLY HATE MALAYSIAN FAMILY CULTURE..IT's LIKE WE AS KIDS DON'T HAVE THE RIGHTS TO SAY ANYTHING...We need to respect our parents ( I KNOW LAR ).but sometimes THE PARENTS don't even care how we think...I really love WESTERN STYLE OF FAMILY CULTURE.....COMMENT ME IF YOU THINK ITS WRONG...FLAME ME IF U WANT

Mumbling.....haizzz

I know that many of us suffer from Mumbling-syndrom...yea,parents mumble alot...( even though I am Sixteen now and I am still suffering from it now )...they keep repeating the same TOPIC OVER AND OVER AGAIN...If they mumble different topic every day..well IT WILL BE INTERESTING...but no...Imagine you are at Cheras and you are going back to your house which is near Putra World Trade Centre....and on the way..THEY MUMBLE UNTIL YOU Reach home...wow that is like.....NICE!! Non-Stop TECHNO!!!....PM ME I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW YOUR EXPERIENCE.thx

Bookworms...are they good???

Well..to tell you the truth..yea,they come in handy sometimes ( IF THE BOOKWORM IS A FRIENDLY LITTLE GUY )they can teach you stuffs or even help you in your homework...WORM ROCKS.....But they can be quite annoying sometimes...I got this BOOKWORM-GEEK-NERD guy who is very..and i mean VERY DAMN ANNOYING AND RETARDED.....can you Imagine...when you are talking with a bunch of girls and this WORM GUY stand beside you and say...''Hey can you call the girls to talk to me''....okay i will definitely give him the MIGHTY IRON SLAP...but is damn STUPID RIGHT....CALLING A GIRL TO TALK TO YOU...TALKING ABOUT RETARDATION,BUT THIS GUY IS OVER...HE IS Down's Retardation-Wormalation geeko-nerd or know as DRWG....lame ass

Tips : DON'T BE A BOOK WORM OUTSIDE OF THE SCHOOL COMPOUND

Emo~Is It The Way To Be????

EMO~many people in the Asian country always enjoy doing this....the reason of them becoming EMO is...Don't know.Myself,I used to enjoy being EMO,but I have changed...To me being EMO is like you trying to make yourself feel bad and you will end up getting sad...How about YOU GOING OUT AND MAKING FRIENDS....AND DON'T BE SO ANTI-SOCIAL.Haizz a lot of teenagers enjoy doing this....WHY ??? can someone Tell me PLEASE...I really want to know..so I can make a post out of it...

Word's From My Heart 2

Brought Something Nice For Someone........Can't believe Did not receive IT.......Well It's Okay....
But At least Something Wonderful Happened......Sports with my Senior....Quite Pro....not playing seriously,got OWNED.....But Still happy...hahaha!....But Something Bad happened.....Got Killed in the last...by..People that is closest to me scolded me.....but I know that they care...but in conclusion It's my fault...

Trance~musique

Trance~well usually Malaysian hates Trance ( don't know for what reason )...but since I am a Hardcore fan of Trance music..I am gonna talk about trance....Trance itself can be seperated into few types,which is....Ambient,Hard,Psychedelic ( my personal favourite )Soft,Dark and Dream trance

Ambient Trance= I've never heard it before,but I think the song itself got something to do with sounds surrounding you and stuffs( sorry...I can't find info about it.plus i don't listen to this type of trance music)

Hard Trance=Okay Obviously the BASS for this type of Trance is Extra Hard...which means you can get high very fast ( but i don't enjoy this type)

Psychedelic Trance= The name itself is cool...and yes the song itself got something to do with your Brains and they say that if you take halucinogens,which is Ecstasy and some people say Mushrooms can also cause you too Hallucinate..But,Don't go and pick some strange mushroom in the bushes and consume it....and end up Dead and blame me man....So..what is Halucinogen...its a type of chemical that makes you Brain go into Sleep mode which allows you to dream and see visions ( NOT GHOSTS OKAY)..like shapes and stuffs....so you how will you feel when You take it....First you will FEEL DAMN HIGH...and really DAMN DAMN DAMN HIGH ( as if your head's gonna fly) and slowly you will hear that the voice or sound around you begin to go into slow-motion mode.....is like you saying Hello.....change to HEEELLLLLOOOWWWWW......but really don't take it....and if you are thinking in saying...THEN HOW IN HELL DO I ENJOY THIS SONG....WELL IDIOT I AM GONNA TEACH YOU HOW RIGHT NOW......First calm yourself down...just relax ( and make sure you are not disturbed by others)and when you are ready play the song....just feel the beats..listen to the beats,the bass,and the ART of the song.....keep relaxing...and if you are good enough you can hear that the SONG itself can be very relaxing..although many people say that TRANCE are for clubbers and stuffs.....TRY IT...I want to know how you feel...so,feel free and comment on this post..

Soft Trance = Easy explaination...the bass,beats is soft

Dark Trance = If you hear it carefully you will feel that the song is....uhh....Dark,like gothic feeling..and very FAST...trust me very FAST

Dream Trance = One of my favourites too..okay the song is very...uh...relaxing...the speed of the song changes..so i can't tell how fast or how slow the song is...and the bass is MEDIUM-HIGH.

Songs That I recommend: Infected Mushroom: Psycho , Euro Trance: Plasma ( youtube ).Dream Trance : The Sea ( Youtube ).Dark Nebula : Pheromone 412 ( youtube ), Trance : The Beat Is Coming Now ( youtube )......the ( youtube ) means search the song on youtube.

THX..TRANCE FOREVER

Dog Training At Ampang

HELL Yeah...Dog Training Rocks!!!...especially when u get those HARDCORE TRAINER TYPE ( yes, which includes whacking the dog and choking it)...so...i am making a full report about today.

When there at 8.00

Saw some guys doing STAY training.....tips: if you want your DOG to STAY you Got to PULL IT'S Collar and the Should i say TALI THAT CONNECTED TO THE COLLAR...)

So..yes the DOGs MOAN like hell...and I am so happy about it...( cold-blooded BLOGGER here)

Later, my DOG when for the WALK training....and she DON'T want too walk cause she is too FAT.....so my dad Pulled the TALI and she Choke like hell....her face turn red and her eyes is like as if its gonna POP OUT..

So..we do this for the WHOLE 1 hour...and my dog's face is telling me WHEN THE FREAKING HELL CAN I GO BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN YOU DOG OWNERSS!!

Police Department's Hotline...Its real

So...I think it was few years back..that my mum called the police to make a report...Don't ask me why we called because I've forgotten about it already, So we called 999 ( obviously ) and....okay to make this easy for the readers to understand.....I guess that all of you people called Pizza-Hut Or Mc Donald's before...yea,okay..imagined if you are robbed and you are stabbed by a guy or something..and you called the Police.....then They ask you to....

Selamat Datang Ke Balai Police Dang Wangi

Sila Tekan..

1) Untuk Bahasa Malaysia

2)For English

3) for Mandrin (sorry i dont know chinese)

so...you've press English ( IN PAIN and blood start squirting out )

Please be adviced that our call are recorded for training purpose ( i think by the time u hear this message you are half-dead)

Tuut...tuut.....tuut....tuut.tuuut ( Sienz)

Helo...Dang Wangi Police ( in a Female Malay tone)

You: Cough* Saya kene rompak......call ambulance....tolong!!!!! cepat...saya ada kene tikam Cough*

Uhh...okay..tapi sorry ya...you ada itu tempat sangat jauh lar.....u boleh call department lain??

You: WFT!!!!!!!! Oiii Saya sudah mau mati...u suruh saya Cough* call lain.

Sorry yar..thx you for calling...bye bye..

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Okay you guys might think that this is fake..but to tell you the truth this is REAL and yes even my mum and dad encountered this type of problem Before.....

Text and Dialogue by Josephine/Jojo Tan

Written by : Monkeyfest

Word's From My Heart

Everytime When I am Pissed or When I am Sad..There is only one person that i see can make me happy or at least be myself again...She..is the one who make me take off my Sad Mask and Put On My Happy Go Lucky Mask.....She Is a friendly human being,Full of Humour,she likes cracking jokes,make other people happy...Hahahaha...is really happy seeing her everyday...Although I only get to see her during Recess..but Hey,is better than not seing her right?.....It's not true that other people say that she is Arrogant...but to me she is the Best....not like any other Girls i know...or at least she is better than them..Well,this is the last year i will be seeing her...gotta see more i guess..haha

The 10 rules when hosting a Game

1) Please have a decent mind...Do not host a game if your PC is Slow.You will Effect the other players.

2) Do not...FOR GOD's Sake, Hack the Damn Game

3) Don't be AWAY FROM YOU KEYBOARD ( i've encountered many Host like these)

4) Don't Download stuffs when you are hosting....Eventhough you are as horny as a bull and you want to download some porn..please don't

5) Don't and PLEASE Don't Leave Game

6) Don't Pull Off a Lerroy Jenkins ( I don't really know how to spell this guys name)

7) Don't Be Tsun Chuen ( literary, he is damn nerd that spends his time GG-ing and trust me he is damn noob)

8) If you are noob please don't host the game

9) The Players are always right ( and yes, if they insult the host...then the host is really stupid...I've interviewed some PROs in online game)

10) Please, dont be a KAYU.

About Cam-Whoring..Sorry No Offence..But Hey you gotta be Open-minded to Read MY BLOG

Cam-Whoring~I don't Know Who Invented It.But It's Cool..But Every good thing got their Bad Part....I seen many pictures of Guys and Girls taking picture of themselves....Okay gotta admit..the girls in the pictures looks hot and cute..but the Guys are a bit GAY to me....they put some shitty make-up( Eww..WTF?)and doing stupid face expressions like =P and stuffs like that..okay fine i can handle that...Later i saw this picture of a girl taking picture of herself and GUESS What...you can see her BOOBs and the Drain( You get What I mean...Sorry No Offence...shit! I think I am gonna get Assassinated or killed by my Friends) and is like every single picture you can see the PART....Well I can't post her picture or she will be embarrassed...And SHE IS NOT HOT....PLEASE WITH A MOUNTAIN THAT SMALL PLEASE DON'T SHOW IT..Thank You

Tecktonik Is NOT GAY!!!!! ALL YOU DAMN ( really i dont know what word to DESCRIBE you guys....)

TECKTONIK~Well to newbies..is a type of dance...where it's from..France, And yes I am learning that now....Then a few ( dont know what word to describe...lets call these Fuckers as GUYS)GUYS came to me and say that its damn gay....and i really hate that,is like having a girlfriend and they are saying that she is a Whore.....Do you like it???.....Obviously NO!!...So I get to insult this GUYS and yea, they get to feel my pain real GOOD....and yes.....They make a video of it..lucky is not me the one who is dancing....To the people who says Tecktonik is a Gay Dance....let me tell you this...and yes mark my words, you guys are really useless and you don't know anything about Art...Even a 5-year old knows how to sing and dance ( eventhough is LAME but,hey it's cute rite)....I don't understand Korean Language...but K-Pop rocks ( even though i don't listen to them)....

The Chicken Rice Shop's Service SUCKS!!!

I Guess everyone knows The Chicken Rice Shop......Well If you don't know then you are trully an Idiot..Lamer.So,today I went to this shop to eat (obviously, i can't be robbing this shop and still sitting in front of my PC and posting on my blog)and this Malay Dude came to me to ask for an order.....His face is like Half dead and he is like having DIARRHEA..trust me his face is like a damn Zombie......so he says.....Boy( I really hate people calling me BOY) nak makan apa??...........( his voice is like a granpa getting his balls stuck in a vacuum cleaner while the switch is ON-ed).....So,later the food came....I gotta admit It tasted good,Real GOOD..............okay....to cut the story short.........I finished the food and payed the bills ( DUH! )and that ZOMBIE looking guy just stand there like a damn Wood........Well I think wood got better use than him...Chao

Word From My Heart's Core

sorry if this is lame....

This World To Me Is Full Of Sadness,Sorrows,and Pain.
Everyday We Live Life Full Of Pain,Everywhere To Me Is Darkness,
For I am Alone...Standing Along the Corridor....Without Any Friends,
Always Alone,Can't Make Any Friends,My Heart Is Full With Hatred To This World,
Wish I Can Leave This World For I Don't Know The True Meaning Of Life,
Without Any Companion,I Walked Through This Road Called Life ALONE,
The Scars On My Hand Marks My Sorrows....For I Am The Devil's Kin,
The Bringer Of Death,Sadness,And Destruction...
Everyday.....Problems Come To Me...WHEN CAN I LEAVE THIS WORLD.THEREFORE I CAN BE FREE AND I WILL ENJOY FREEDOM....
I AM NOT GOOD LOOKING BUT I CAN BE A GOOD FRIEND...

By: Monkeyfest ( LYM)

Always Be Yourself And Please Don't Act Cute or Cool...A Tip For Newbies Who Want To Live A Better Life

Okay..This Might Be LAME..but Many Of My Friends are On this So-Called ''PROBLEM''...They Are having problem talking to or making friends with the Opposite Sex ( i used the word OPPOSITE SEX because...Girls might have the ''PROBLEM'' too).....So let's get to it

1)Always BE YOURSELF.....DON'T Act Like an Idiot who loves to make noise...just for people to notice you or stuffs like that...just be YOURSELF...BUT YOU GOTTA CONTROL YOUR ''COOLNESS''sometimes and ''PLEASE DON'T MAKE LOTS OF NOISE In FRONT OF THE GIRLS ( or you will be IGNORED)...Okay To the Girls....If You Are The BITHCY type........PLEASE...FOR GOD's Sake PLEASE don't Act like a wild whore....Thanks ( NO OFFENCE...BECAUSE ALL THE Girls I know are all bitchy and stuffs).

2)Be Friendly.....and yes,i really mean FRIENDLY.....even though you are not one....but HEY, If you are reading this you wanna make Friends right?......So Please Take out the Crooked,Faggot,I AM NOT IN THE MOOD FACE and Wear The...HEY I AM READY TO MAKE FRIENDS AND GET LAID MASK...TRUST ME YOU WILL LOVE THE RESULTS.( and yes this goes to Females too)

3) Never,EVER,EVER!!!,ACT Cool Or Cute!....I really Hate That.......Is like you sitting In the Corner with you hands down and ACT COOL...PLEASE to tell you the truth..you look like a guy who suffers from Mute and Deaf problems....and to the girls......Please Don't Act Cute.....And really Don't Purposely make your voice TUNED TO HIGH PITCH STATION AND TALK LIKE A DAMN WHORE.....................Thank you...it makes my Ear Sore.

4) DON'T Act Like a Freakin Bookworm....well you can be a Bookworm in school but not outside.

Okay...I run out of ideas so...i will stop here....but i will update more if i got the idea..so keep track on my blog.chao

About Mc Donald

Hello,this is a post about our contry most beloved Fast Food Restaurant, Mc Donald..the birth place of Obsese and Diabete people.....okay lets get to the point....Mc Donald is really good to eat ( except you are some guy or girl who wears dentures..well then Boo Hoo)everyone agrees that the food prices in Mc Donald is expensive....is like one DAMN PIECE OF TINY CHICKEN CAUSE YOU ABOUT 10.++ ( Spicy Chicken Mc Deluxe Set, and yes only the chicken is about 6++),even if i go to the morning market and get a FRESH ( writing the word 'FRESH' to say that Mc's chicken are not FRESH) chicken and the price is about Rm 5 and i get a large piece of chick's meat,plus a show of THE CHICKEN GET's SLAUGHTERED series......okay lets talk about the others..( the drink is reasonable because we get bottomless refills,althought some of the Guys that work in there give us some SHITTY FACE when we ask for a free refill.....TO HELL to them)like the nuggets....it's soo small and EXPENSIVE even my Dog can eat it at ONE SHOT.........BUT STILL I GOTTA SAY,WE ARE THE IDIOTS WHO EAT MC DONALDS EVERYTIME BECUZ IS DELICIOUS BUT,REALLY CAN SOMEONE PLEASE SOUND THIS COMPANY.....cause Economy nowadays are getting more and more tough and the living expenses are getting higher.

Rules to Live a Good Life

1) Have a good sense of humour ( really You don't want to be an Idiot that look like some Faggot face,when people crack a really funny joke)

2) Is okay to break the rules sometimes ( yes,many of my frens agree with this rule...cause u can't live your life fully when You are following the RULES......is like The RULE calls you to Eat Maggots for breakfast everyday..or stuff that is stupid......and u follows it...TO HELL.....Break the rules man...thats what life is...like what DEFIANCE ( from http://rabbitsurfer.blogspot.com ) says..when i break the rule,can the rule break me??...

3) Always dress smart or at least look good ( u don't want to be Faggot that wears Underpants during a Ballroom function..where people wears Tuxedo and you the only Asshole that wears Underware..u can do it if u want but pls take a pic and sent to me)

4) You Can Be Racist

5) Please Dont Be A DAMN GEEK or NERD ( I really hate this type of peoples)

6) DON'T BE A EMO ( FOR GOD's SAKE PLEASE EMO IS FOR PEOPLE THAT ARE MINDLESS AND ENJOYS CUTTING THEMSELVES)

7) PLEASE RESPECT YOUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS

Malaysian Online Game Players...A True Culture

Yo, I know that each and everyone of us who is viewing this blog have heard of Left 4 Dead 2 ( or L4D2......If You don't....well pitty You Nerd,you can start watching Youtube and upgrade yourself)okay is a First Person Shooting Game....( and it's not lame) well what we shoot....ZOMBIES of course.....this game requires TEAMWORK ( I wrote this word in alphabet because MALAYSIAN LACK THIS..should i say SKILL)....I was gaming that day....during 31 of December 2009..and yes I celebrated new year with keyboard and mouse ( so what,I am not some RICH ASS like Bill Gates that celebrates with new year with wine and women or some Idiotic freak that waste his time going to Sunway just to see some Crappy fireworks and drink)and I was playin L4D2...i get to play with some chinese guys( and sorry I have to say this,but what I am sayin now is True)They are so stubborn and Stupid that they...SO CALLED STICKING TOGETHER AS A TEAM....YEAH RIGHT,STICK TOGETHER MY ASS.....is like Them saying ( even their English sucks)....OK Everi Bodi Stik To gether ( I thought the word To-gether supposed to stick together....I wonder where this guy is Studying) and Folow My pan ( is PLAN U IDIOT)ok....so i reply....Okay....but can u come back to the Safehouse ( we Were playing Dead Centre: Finale)...guess what THOSE IDIOTS JUST KEEP WALKING ( JUST LIKE JOHNNY WALKER, KEEP WALKIN) AND YES WE LOOSE TO THOSE ZOMBIES...FOR THREE ROUNDS....and at last and finally THX GOD...these Idiots get to follow my plans..and well we won......conclusion....pls be a good player and STOP FUCKING LEAVING U STUPID DOTA PLAYERS......TO HELL TO LEAVERS,SPAMMERS,HACKERS,CHEATERS,GEEKS,and NON-TEAMWORK PLAYERS.

Okay...Now I'm Pretty Pissed By Malaysia's Internet Connection

So..I was chatting with my friends...and suddenly THIS PIECE OF CRAP....POP OUT OF MY TASKBAR......Guess What....I Disconnected From The Net.....Okay......I connect it again....guess what....it DC-ed again.......I've been paying RM 99 bucks every month to streamyx just to get DC-connection....I've been to Australia and The net there is freaking fast and I really mean FAST......imgine You are Torrenting a 1.45GB file,Well to be honest In Malaysia the Time taken to download this thing is about TWO DAYS ( I am making the word big in case the Long-Sighted can see it,if u can't go get a Spectacles or Something) and Two Days is not enough sometimes...The Connection will lost during certain period...especially during night-times...but in Australia Or OTHER Countries...The Time taken Is about ONE DAY..How I Know,I Interviewed my Friends about it..Therefore,In Conclusion,When will Our Beloved Country Change out Internet line...I am thinking about it.....CAN someone please tell me...And yes they say W1MAX is fast...i've tried it....and still the SAME SPEED.....And they always say CUT THE LINE,CUT THE BILL, CUT THE LAG..........................Well to me is .............PUT THE LINE, INCREASE THE BILL, AND MORE LAG.Well You Can Go and Cut yourself and also chew the Telefon line if you want Jackasses

First And Foremost...About 2012

THIS WORLD IS Full Of Lies.......The Mayan So Called 'Prophets' say that the world will END on 2012....which is damn stupid....I don't agree with this Shitty Bullcrap,If stuff goes like that how about we turn ON our Air-Cond 24-7 and let the Ozone-layer gets thinner.So we can end fast and we dont have to Work, Have Problems about life and also Study stuffs.But before we die,we need to pray to God and also Repent.....If really 2012 the world end I will say sorry to all of the Mayan people, but if not the Mayan's gonna get their Ass Shaft with a Iron Pipe.....and I will make a MASS VIDEO OF 2012 ......and with pictures Of Mayan's getting Their ASS Kicked by Us