And I though

And I though tonight we be the SO-CALLED best night I ever had since last year - cuz my dad was saying , " how about we go for CHOP later at The Ships ? " my dad to my mum --- and I was like FUCK YEAHHH - huh bitch since last year December i had not even celebrated Xmas and countdown - yeah . Imagine in from of your computer gearing fireworks and peoples posting how they are enjoying their time - and you in your house living in despair --

And I really though it will be a good night , you know - dine , and a "shut-up" and eat session.

But SOME FUCKING REASONS - ON THE WAT BACK - my dad ask about my report card - WHICH IS GOING TO FUCKING BUTT-RAPE ME TO THE CORE - so yeah, NOT GOOD RESULTS GOT FUCKED - WELL NOT REALLY FUCK , BUT SEMI FUCk

Yeah so that's all I guess -- stupid Xmas 2010 yay !!!!

=.= same with last year - but luckily this year is so fucked up that I am numb tirades the word sad and despair -

All I know is FML

AND santa ALL I WISH IS A PEN KNIFE OR AT LEAST SOMETHING THAT CAB MAKE ME LEAVE MY LIFE AND ALSO EASE MY PAIN