Life After The Aftermath

Yea -- well - seems that stuff goes great ! - other than me getting my ass raped at the beginning of the Dec when the bloody bill comes -- just found myself a EXTREMELY OPEN-MINDED FRIEND - guess what ?? She's Easy in communicating - I like her style --

Well - yeah - she texted me back -- I don't really wanna text her anymore - but when manners takes place - well I just have to do it --
Soo I told her about my new PARTNER ( friend ) -- then she replied in a very sarcastic manner ( well to me is sarcastic ) -- yeah -- who cares

Soo I kinda fired up that time - I ranted abit --- I even said sorry ( HEY I FELT PITTY ON HER OKAY ? IM STILL HUMAN NOT A MONSTER ) -- Yeah I even added the word DEAR I'M SORRY -- OMFG -- GOOSEBUMPS HIT ME WHEN AFTER I SENDED IT - I was like WTF DID I JUST DO ?!?! -- she replied a-- another goosebumps hit me -- awww gawdd

Well - if a friend calls you out to walk and she's together with her FRIEND ( BF I think - not sure ) -- and she CALL YOU TO WAALK ALONE OR WATCH A MOVIE WHILE THEY GO AND DO THEIR STUFF ( okay not horny stuff fucking perverts ) - AND YOU STUPIDLY GO WITH THEM -- OHHHH MAIIIII FUUUUCKKKINNNGGGG GGGGGOOOODDD !!!!!!! -- WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU ?!?!?!!! -- IF I WERE YOU - I WILL LEAVE THEM TO ROT ! -- WHY BE SO DUMB AND WALK ALONE ?!?! --- OMGG. !!!!!!!

Please -- YOU KNOW YOU'RE BEING USED !!! -- DOOOOO SOMETING ABOUT IT !!! -- DON'T JUST TELL ME " I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN !!!!!!!! " --- you are OLDER THAN ME -- you are like my senior -- AND YOU WANT ME TO TEACH YOU ABOUT THE BASIC THINGS ? -- MY FRIEND -- IF YOU WOULD TOLD ME THAT " CUZ SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND " I would tell you " SHES NOT EVEN TREATING YOU LIKE HER FRIEND - AND DO YOU THINK YOU ARE HER BESTIE ?" ANSWER IS =,HELL THE MOTHERFUCKING SHIT NO !!!!!!!!!!!!! -- damn - --

OMG - and you told me not to angry ? -- WTF ? -- If I don't care about you - I WONT EVEN GIVE A FUCK ! -- I WOULD NOT EVEN TEXT YOU --- DAMN -- I even told this case about you being used like that to my
Mum cuz she can explain more ( FYI - I DIDN'T MENTION NAMES AND STUFF ) -- MY MUM SAY THIS IS NOT CALLED NAIVE -- IT'S CALLED "SH" ( understand yourself lar the word ) --

I POSTED THIS NOT TO FUCK YOU UP OR HUMILIATE YOU - I WANT YOU TO LEARN AND I CAN'T SAY THAT OUT WHEN WE ARE TALKING -- SO I DECIDED TO POST THIS UP ON BLOG -- and I'm not saying you are dumb - I JUST REALLY WANNA CHANGE - REMEMBET WHAT I've PROMISED YOU ? AND NOW I'M DOING WHAT I'VE PROMISED

I'm sorry if it's hurts you - but sorry thats the ugly truth -I'm so sorry-- even-though now I decided not to TAKE EXTRA CARE ABOUT YOU - BUT I JUST CAN'T SEE THAT MY USED TO LOVE FRIEND BEING USED LIKE THAT --

PLEASE - understand why I do this --

AND PLEASE -- SINCE YOU ALREADY THAT NAIVE -- PLEASE DON'T BE MORE NAIVE THAN NOW -- ITS TIME TO LEARN AND GROW UP MENTALLY -- okay ?

If your friend - I would not even care to post this - it's because I'm more than friend -- but seems like you are not learning anything - I'm sorry - I've said I want to change you - and this is the only way I can think of - after you read this - I know you would angry Towards me --- BUT SACRIFICING MY FRIENDSHIP IS NOTHING - BUT MOST IMPORTANT IS I THINK IS WORTH IT DOING THIS --

I KNOW YOI ARE NEW IN THIS TYPE OF THINGS - but HEY , WE ALL GOTTA LEARN ONE DAY AND LET'S MAKE IT TODAY -

Love ,
Adriel