lets see

hmm...soo the first week in school turns out good ~~ but serious shit ~ i need my ipod touch

i really miss my dearrrr~~

gawd i have to ask permission just to watch a freaking movie on my dad's PC ~~ FTW parents

well thats all

And I though

And I though tonight we be the SO-CALLED best night I ever had since last year - cuz my dad was saying , " how about we go for CHOP later at The Ships ? " my dad to my mum --- and I was like FUCK YEAHHH - huh bitch since last year December i had not even celebrated Xmas and countdown - yeah . Imagine in from of your computer gearing fireworks and peoples posting how they are enjoying their time - and you in your house living in despair --

And I really though it will be a good night , you know - dine , and a "shut-up" and eat session.

But SOME FUCKING REASONS - ON THE WAT BACK - my dad ask about my report card - WHICH IS GOING TO FUCKING BUTT-RAPE ME TO THE CORE - so yeah, NOT GOOD RESULTS GOT FUCKED - WELL NOT REALLY FUCK , BUT SEMI FUCk

Yeah so that's all I guess -- stupid Xmas 2010 yay !!!!

=.= same with last year - but luckily this year is so fucked up that I am numb tirades the word sad and despair -

All I know is FML

AND santa ALL I WISH IS A PEN KNIFE OR AT LEAST SOMETHING THAT CAB MAKE ME LEAVE MY LIFE AND ALSO EASE MY PAIN

Holidays gonna end soon - and I never even step out of my house.....All they say is me wasting time doing nothing and all I do is listening to songs and online - they never think before that if you online everyday and no one gives a fuck about what you are posting and what new songs you've made is NOT FUN AND NOT HAPPY - MOTHERFUgs

So I was chatting with one of friend - and she was asking what I did thus holidays -- sudden flashback of the past Xmas and Countdown experience came to me -- picture this

You're dad is watching Tv and your step mother on the Pc

You are in your room - thinking nothing , doing nothing , just wish to go out -

Suddenly you hear fireworks - and you start thinking why can't I go out and celebrate ?

Why the last time was not like that ? Why all have changed ?, what happened to the word Hang out or Gai Gai ?

This few thoughts have been in my mind until this day

YES , I have to say that in one year I do went out wit my friends - and the number of going out is LOW - compared to normal people

All I have to say is -

I feel very sad seeing how people enjoying their life and hanging out With buddies
And now I am in my house WASTING MY TIME ( thanks parents for saying that ) --

Why say I'm wasting my time ?

1) I cant go out - cuz you don't let
2) I cant even go for sports
3) MY FUCKING HOUSE IS FUCKING EMPTY
4) I AM ALL ALONE IN THIS FUCKING HOUSE
5) playing with iPod - THAT'S THE ONLY MOTHERFUCKING THING I GOT TO KEEP ME ENTERTAINED --- BOOKS ?? FUCK BOOKS I HAD ENOUGH OF BOOKS THIS WHOLE YEAR IT'S TIME FOR SOME REST THIS MONTH AND I WANT TO ENJOY NOT SUFFER FUCKErs !!!!!!!!!


And the not wasting time
1) Following you people going out - to find stuff for our house and I don't really enjoy that - I have to wake up early
2) during the outing period - I might get fucked by you peoples
3) Standing there like a fucking penis while you two are discussing about the stuff with the salesman (Y) thumbs up for dicks


Wow, and I though finding someone special could give me fun and at least something to be happy - but no , she's the one who makes my life worst

Thanks Alot to you all

ALL YOU PRICKS ! , COCKS ! , DICKBAGS ! , ALL YPU FUCKING BASTARDS !

Rotting in my house ,
Adriel

1) following you

Life After The Aftermath

Yea -- well - seems that stuff goes great ! - other than me getting my ass raped at the beginning of the Dec when the bloody bill comes -- just found myself a EXTREMELY OPEN-MINDED FRIEND - guess what ?? She's Easy in communicating - I like her style --

Well - yeah - she texted me back -- I don't really wanna text her anymore - but when manners takes place - well I just have to do it --
Soo I told her about my new PARTNER ( friend ) -- then she replied in a very sarcastic manner ( well to me is sarcastic ) -- yeah -- who cares

Soo I kinda fired up that time - I ranted abit --- I even said sorry ( HEY I FELT PITTY ON HER OKAY ? IM STILL HUMAN NOT A MONSTER ) -- Yeah I even added the word DEAR I'M SORRY -- OMFG -- GOOSEBUMPS HIT ME WHEN AFTER I SENDED IT - I was like WTF DID I JUST DO ?!?! -- she replied a-- another goosebumps hit me -- awww gawdd

Well - if a friend calls you out to walk and she's together with her FRIEND ( BF I think - not sure ) -- and she CALL YOU TO WAALK ALONE OR WATCH A MOVIE WHILE THEY GO AND DO THEIR STUFF ( okay not horny stuff fucking perverts ) - AND YOU STUPIDLY GO WITH THEM -- OHHHH MAIIIII FUUUUCKKKINNNGGGG GGGGGOOOODDD !!!!!!! -- WTF IS WRONG WITH YOU ?!?!?!!! -- IF I WERE YOU - I WILL LEAVE THEM TO ROT ! -- WHY BE SO DUMB AND WALK ALONE ?!?! --- OMGG. !!!!!!!

Please -- YOU KNOW YOU'RE BEING USED !!! -- DOOOOO SOMETING ABOUT IT !!! -- DON'T JUST TELL ME " I DON'T KNOW HOW TO EXPLAIN !!!!!!!! " --- you are OLDER THAN ME -- you are like my senior -- AND YOU WANT ME TO TEACH YOU ABOUT THE BASIC THINGS ? -- MY FRIEND -- IF YOU WOULD TOLD ME THAT " CUZ SHE'S MY BEST FRIEND " I would tell you " SHES NOT EVEN TREATING YOU LIKE HER FRIEND - AND DO YOU THINK YOU ARE HER BESTIE ?" ANSWER IS =,HELL THE MOTHERFUCKING SHIT NO !!!!!!!!!!!!! -- damn - --

OMG - and you told me not to angry ? -- WTF ? -- If I don't care about you - I WONT EVEN GIVE A FUCK ! -- I WOULD NOT EVEN TEXT YOU --- DAMN -- I even told this case about you being used like that to my
Mum cuz she can explain more ( FYI - I DIDN'T MENTION NAMES AND STUFF ) -- MY MUM SAY THIS IS NOT CALLED NAIVE -- IT'S CALLED "SH" ( understand yourself lar the word ) --

I POSTED THIS NOT TO FUCK YOU UP OR HUMILIATE YOU - I WANT YOU TO LEARN AND I CAN'T SAY THAT OUT WHEN WE ARE TALKING -- SO I DECIDED TO POST THIS UP ON BLOG -- and I'm not saying you are dumb - I JUST REALLY WANNA CHANGE - REMEMBET WHAT I've PROMISED YOU ? AND NOW I'M DOING WHAT I'VE PROMISED

I'm sorry if it's hurts you - but sorry thats the ugly truth -I'm so sorry-- even-though now I decided not to TAKE EXTRA CARE ABOUT YOU - BUT I JUST CAN'T SEE THAT MY USED TO LOVE FRIEND BEING USED LIKE THAT --

PLEASE - understand why I do this --

AND PLEASE -- SINCE YOU ALREADY THAT NAIVE -- PLEASE DON'T BE MORE NAIVE THAN NOW -- ITS TIME TO LEARN AND GROW UP MENTALLY -- okay ?

If your friend - I would not even care to post this - it's because I'm more than friend -- but seems like you are not learning anything - I'm sorry - I've said I want to change you - and this is the only way I can think of - after you read this - I know you would angry Towards me --- BUT SACRIFICING MY FRIENDSHIP IS NOTHING - BUT MOST IMPORTANT IS I THINK IS WORTH IT DOING THIS --

I KNOW YOI ARE NEW IN THIS TYPE OF THINGS - but HEY , WE ALL GOTTA LEARN ONE DAY AND LET'S MAKE IT TODAY -

Love ,
Adriel

Stuff Happens Quickly And Deadly Sometimes

Can't believe it Happened - Gawd - After all I did - you can just say that too good ? -

Wow - If I were you I would appreciate this motherfucker and treat him well - but nooooo - u just say that he's too good - WTF ?

If somehow you wanna continue back sorry - that MOTHERFUCKER won't be accepting sorry -- PLEASE THINK PROPERLY WHEN YOU ACT - DON'T BE SOOOOooooooooo - NAIVE

Get that ?

Love ,
Adriel

o0o biatch

Went pc fair - wow  now I realized that Dell is pretty much a very good Laptop manufacturer -- with a reasonable price and also very good specs - 

Was asking about the stuff and all - from one of the workers there - well our conversation was pretty much - should I say -- FRIENDLY ? -- had a very good time talking with him -- he explained to me about the specs and the GOOD and CHEAP lappie --- For a Price of RM2,099 you get a Dell 15R ( 15 inch Screen ) bt the Cons are you dot have window 7 -- you just get a Free DoS ( don't know what the fuck is that -- I think is just an empty Laptop ) -- but they have a lot of freebies and that guy told me if you buy the Lappie today - he can give me the Window 7 ( pirated yeeehaw ) and the drivers ( ATi Radeon HD -- I forgot about the model but it's very good for gaming and also the driver for sound and Wifi -- the sound is amazing !! I'm surprised -- it can sound loud in a Pc fair -- and yes IT'S SRS ( surround sound system ) ^^ -- very good lappie indeed -- for a good price you can get a very good lappie just that you need to install the driver itself 

Well the second Lappie is the small brother of 15 R -- which is the Dell 14R ( 14 inch screen ) -- well pretty much the same as the 15R -- core i3 -- abit better graphics card compared to the 15R and also Same RAM capacity -- with Windows 7 ( genuine ) for a price of Rm 2,399 (( still can be bargain ) 

So I was asking about it --- happily -- tuen I finished the chat -- soo this is the part that FUCK MY WHOLE PC FAIR SESSION TODAY !!!! 

ALL I DO TODAY IS NOT FOR ME -- BUT FOR MY COUSIN SISTER -- SHE'S GONNA EITHER GET A. LAPPIE OR an iPhone4 ( PEOPLE WIH A DECEND FUCKING BRAIN WILL KNOW WHOCH ONE IS MORE IMPORTANT WHEN YOU DON'T HAVE A PC NOW -- get what I mean ) - P.S I was willing to help in asking all the stuff -- seriously I am 

Sooo - while I was asking -- THE PERSON WHO SUPPOSE TO BE WITH ME ( my cousin sister or her mum - either one ) -- was away -- in a printer shop -- but I was still Cool with that - 

Sooo-- finish the conversation -- I went to her mum - calling her to go the Dell booth - to explain to her about the laptop that HER DAUGHTER WANTS - SHE'S STAND THERE LIKE A PIECE OF DEAD MATTER -- MORE LIKE A FUCKING WOOD - ( ALL THIS SUMS INTO ONE WORD = BITCH ) - so I was not really that furious that time -- she says " I also see your mum de -- WTF !?? you are the one paying NOT MY MATHERRRR - Biatch ! -- I say my mum also depend on me to see the specs - so didn't reply-- I asked where's her daughter -- she says her daughter with my dad -- so I was finding for her --- can't find --

Then about ten minutes later I managed to call all of them to go to the booth to explain about HER DAUGHTER'S LAPTOP ---  soo the explanation begins 

Later in the middle of the 15R explanation -- I told my mum is cheaper cuz there's no window inside -- my mum as like Huh ?? - " so there's just an empty laptop ? -- I was like yeah that's why it's cheaper -- she replied " then how about the stuff inside ? ( drivers ) -- I say " IF you buy today that guy will giveyou loads of freebies ( laptop accessories and also a 8th pendrivr -- so with the pendrivr he will give u all the drivers and a pirated window 7 -- ( which is cool ) -- later then she says -- I DON'T CARE WHAT THEY GIVE ALL I WANT IS WHEN I TURN ON THE LAPTOP I WANT THE WORD WINDOW 7 TO APPEAR -- DO THEY HAVE IT ?? --- I SAY NOooooohh -- THAT'S WHY ITS CHEAPER ( FYI THE GUY WHO EXPLAINED TO ME ABOUT THR STUFF IS ALSO THE USER OF THIS LAPTOP - hes a gamer and his age is approx -- 17 year old ? ) AND IF YOU BUY TODAY HE WILL GIVE YOU THE DRIVERS AND WINDOW 7 -- SHE SAYS " DO YOU KNOW HOW TO INSTALL ? -- REPLIED ME " yeah just install lar simple as that -- okay from that part I was fucking angry -- I was helping MY COUSIN WITH HER LAPTOP -- SHE AND HER MUM IS NOTHING BUT BITCHES ( I don't really knw how to explain the FUCK-NESS OF THEM ) -- was not really interested --  and now I just got scolded by my mum -- great THX AUNT FOR SCREWING  ME UP - THANKS ALOT muaaaacks - <3 -- no ! SCREW YOU, YOU BITCH-bagged-son of a whore ! ( for my aunt and Her daughter )

WOW - damn I'm really damn angry rite Now ! -- I don't really think I'm jealous cuz she's having her néw lappie but who the fuck cares - no one reads this fuckig blog of mine. 

Go to hell aunt '
Zaognar 

About Rewind 2010

Well the new Fb track seems pretty awesome at the start - but I feel its kinda messed up when I change from Like G6 to the so called 'Japanese ' techno - WHICH IS NOT !!! It's INGGGLISHHH !! INGGGGGLLLIIISSSSSSHHHYYY !!

Haha - well overall I think its kinda better than the previous few - except Back To Groove -- and Underground - - but In this track you can see alot of changes

Well - I've made a fuking list of Pros and Cons for this song - cuz I've been hearingnit for like 60+ times ? Checking errors that's all ^^

Pros :

Well blended mix of remixes from the begging till the middle

Awesome beat (#^.^#) and heavy bass-line ( hahaha yessss )

Awesome back part -- The 'Japanese ' techno

First song where I used really so - called Remix style of mixing the songs

Cons

Fucked up middle song - the part where the song changes From Like a G6 to The Jap techno

Fucked up End part ? Well to me the end part was a little something that i wanna highlight on later in this post >.<

Well - yea this is what I can think of basically .

Why the fuck you songs are all fucked up - while the other Djs song are not fucked up

-well you should ask them do they use their own Pc ?

-are they using VIRTUAL DJ ONLY ? - or are they Using SERATO WHICH IS SO FUCKING BETTER AJD MORE ADVANCE THAN VIRTUAL DJ

- well , I have my own meaning behind all my songs - sooooo yeah- not just dance and get laid right ?


Highlights -

- the song itself is about rewinding ( RELAX ) ourselves -- I've just had my exams and I sitting here now talking about my song and also making song to wish that it ableto lighten you people - * how kind of me ><* -

Well Mr.Zaognar why the FUCKING JAPANESE TECHNO ?? IT SO FUCKING TUINS THE MOOOD !!!

- Well soooooooorrriii ! - I basically wanna highlish on the last two songs -- the Techno part is where the climax is --- not ORGARSM YOU PERV ! fak you big boiiiiiiiiii -- the climax means the part where you seriously get high cuz of the songs - well maybe you don't get high -- Or maybe your speakers fucked up ( I'm so gonna get fucked after this ) - but seriously man -- 159.78 BPM Accompanied with heavy bass-line - Can't get you high ??? ZOMG HTW ( how the fuck ) can GET U HIGH MAN ?? Sex ? Trannies with dicks ?? OMFGGGG - no offense I used Porno elements to make you continue reading this post >.<

Yeah man -- such a high BPM AND BASS can really make you high- well if you are those who listens to Chinese songs all day - well go and watch soap opera or whatever the fuck it is -- or maybe you should consider watching Some Chinese song MV and cry where the part the girl dies or some shit - my type of songs is really solely for those who loves electronic music - DON'T YOU PEOPLES JUST CLICK ON THE SONG JUST BECAUSEYOU FUCKING SEE MY POST BIATCH --- and end up saying WTF IS WITH THE DICK ?? man FYL -- get a fucking course in remixing dickbag - lame

Well pretty much my songs are really or those who loves NON-Vocal -- or maybe mash-up mix -- dubsteps perhaps ?

Lastly - after a few minutes in touching my iPod - I'm kinda bored - just wanna end It here - Rewind is not good enough ? Okay -- next one will be better and the next one - and the next one

- I've done my best and I've had no regrets -
- William Hunk - // lolll WTF ??

Cheers ,
Zaognar ^^