juz feel it

[Intro - Spoken]
Yo, I can't sing it
I feel like singin'
I wanna fuckin' sing
Cuz I'm happy
Yeah, I'm happy
Ha Ha
I got my baby back
Yo, check it out

[Verse 1 - Sung]
Some days I sit, starin' out the window
Watchin' this world pass me by
Sometimes I think theres nothin' to live for
I almost break down and cry

Somtimes I think I'm crazy
I'm crazy, oh so crazy
Why am I here, am I just wasting my time?

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

[Chorus]
Somtimes it feels like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz sometimes it feels like the world's almost over
But then she comes back to me

[Verse 2 - Sung]
My baby girl [Hailie laughs] keeps gettin' older
I watch her grow up with pride
People make jokes, cuz they don't understand me
They just don't see my real side

I act like shit don't phase me,
Inside it drives me crazy
My insecurities could eat me alive

But then I see my baby
Suddenly I'm not crazy
It all makes sense when I look into her eyes

[Chorus]

[Verse 3 - Rapped]
Man, if I could sing, I'd keep singing this song to my daughter
If I could hit the notes, I'd blow something as long as my father
To show her how I feel about her, how proud I am that I got her
God, I'm a daddy, I'm so glad that her mum didn't abort
Now you probly get this picture from my public persona
That I'm a pistol-packing drug-addict who bags on his momma,
But I wanna just take this time out to be perfectly honest
Cuz there's a lot of shit I keep bottled that hurts deep inside o' my soul,
And just know that I grow colder the older I grow
This boulder on my shoulder gets heavy and harder to hold
And this load is like the weight of the world
And I think my neck is breaking should I just give up,
Or try to live up to these expectations?
Now look, I love my daughter more than life in itself,
But I got a wife that's determined to make my life livin'hell
But I handle it well, given the circumstances I'm dealt
So many chances, man, it's too bad, coulda had someone else
But the years that I've wasted are nothing to the tears that I've tasted
So here's what I'm facin':
3 felonies, 6 years of probation
I've went to jail for this woman, I've been to bat for this woman
I've taken bats to peoples backs, bent over backwards for this woman
Man, I shoulda seen it comin', why'd I stick my penis up in?
Woulda ripped the pre-nup up if I'd seen what she was fuckin'
But fuck it, it's over, there's no more reason to cry no more
I got my baby, baby the only lady that I adore, Hailie
So sayonara, try tomorra, nice to know ya
My baby's travelled back to the arms of her rightful owner
And suddenly it seems that my shoulder blades have just shifted
It's like the greatest gift you can get
The weight has been lifted

Now it don't feel like the world's on my shoulders
Everyone's leanin' on me
Cuz my baby know's that her daddy's a soldier
Nothin' can take her from me

[Outro - Spoken]
Woo!
I told you I can't sing.
Oh well, I tried
Hailie, 'member when I said
If you ever need anything, daddy will be right there?
Well guess what?
Daddy's here.
And I ain't goin'nowhere baby
I love you! (kiss)

WOAH !!!!

Wow~~a sudden feeling of release and happiness in me !!!! all of a sudden~~damn it's been a long time my fren LONG LONG TIME ~~ that I ever felt this free

I know it ~~ and I ain't sad !!

yup~~sister told me ~~~ ain sad~~~AIN SAD !!!!!!!!! YEA !!!!
Well~~ my assumtion and prediction is rite~~
Should have been a feng sui master XDD !

I think Its Time

For Us to seperate and think over what You've done ~~~ and also to give us time to rest In peace~~~cause you not gonna talk~~nor do I wanna ~~~ eventhough i still remember ya

I can't breath

I really don't know how to confess~~~seriously i don't know how to tell or message~~damn tough~~~Christ sake!!!
Exam First~~~~these stuff laterz~~~
Sure got Chance de !!!
muz have faith like what God said

Where is your Faith !!!!!!

wanna tell ~~ but don't have the gutzz

DAMN !!! diversity smashed me !!!! damnnn !!! how can i find a way to tell you that I ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~``````````````````````````````````````~~~~~~~~ohh well time i guess

Today I can Write

Where I can see the sweet smile on your face
Or the Insane laughter that you’ve make every time
A joke is cracked
I really missed the times~~

Am I really a Pretender!
A Player!
A Kin of Satan itself!
A heartbreaker!
Or I am still myself?

All the things that I’ve done is because I wanted to
Prove myself worthy
But now all the efforts wasted
DOWN TO THE DRAIN FOOLS !

Finally after days of struggling
I’ve finally know the core of the problem

It was after all the message that I’ve send
It was all sums to one word
Misunderstanding

Now Its time for the both of us
OR ME
To repair the damage that was made between us
It’s okay if you want to hate me
But finally I am free from the spell!

And you are my favorite color
That able to finish my picture
There is no embarrassment and
You are not too sensitive


Vous êtes ma couleur! Je t'aime vraiment
~ ~ ~ Dieu vous bénis

By Monkeyfest

People Who Teaches Their Children Should FIRST TEACH THEIR OWN

Like my Mother Always say DON't USE YOUR EMOTIONS TO BE A HUMAN~~~WELL~~YEA I CAN't DO IT!! IT's HARD~~~imagine this~~~seeing your Ipod being crushed by a hammer and still be happy about it ??~~~if you are happy then ~ You are a person who posses shit loads of money in your bank~~

Okay
So MY mum was scolded by my dad~~for your business problem~and to cut it short she scolded me cuz she was in a bad mood~~~so i was once again scolded by my mum for nothing!

SCREW YOU KAW CHEE FEI !!!!!

YOU PIECE OF Deformed freak of nature ~ ~ YOu shouted at me~~~ on the public for NOTHING !!! I was juz ASKING YOU WHETHER ARE YOU TALKING ABOUT ME! FUCKING SON OF SATAN ! !! FUCK YOU !!!! FUUUUCCK YOU~~~NOT MY FREN ANYMORE PIECE OF SHIT !